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Sunday, November 8, 2009

get it together

ooo i wanna vent so badly, but i dont even know if the person i'm venting about reads my blogs! grr.

bottom line.

people need to stop drinking so much and get their lives together.


Thursday, October 29, 2009

you're still here

Build me up
and leave me in a
castle made of stars.
fill my cup
with promises of stone
and golden smiles.
i know sinking stones
will crumble over time.
that's my worst fear;
you're still here.

when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.

i float faithfully.
i fall willingly.
no turning back.
no time to pause.
i'm looking through
past the rise and the fall.
that's my worst fear (the fall);
but you're still here.

when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.
when i'm all a mess;
you're still here

Convo on facebook

Angela Victoria Walton Prenuptual agreements?? Pro or con... Con... Isnt it just like banking on things not to work out??

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Cristian Abisaí Mendoza
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Cassie Hicksonbottom
Cassie Hicksonbottom
I'm on my way to bed, BUT I totally agree. A prenub is pretty much a predivorce! Why get married if ur planning for it to end.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Pro. While most people don't plan on getting divorced, things happen, and a prenup can protect you. Also, prenups can help to protect things you worked hard for before you got married.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
i feel where ur coming from... but my thing is... If u need "protection" from this person (which is what it narrows down too) then why marry them in the first place?
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
You don't know what can possibly happen down the line. People change. While we'd all like to believe that marriage is forever, that's not always the case. Also, it's possible for some people to be so ~blinded by love~ that they don't realize their spouse has/had ulterior motives in why they wanted to get married.
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
I think it's meant more for the person who has more to lose in a potential divorce
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
truth. i was just talking about the fact that people change over time being the culprit for so many failed marriages... but i came to the conclusion that... although people change over time... you have to be willing to work through the troubles NO MATTER what. otherwise... dont get married! AND... if people rush into a marriage causetheyre blinded by love... then i say... YO BAD HOMIE. lol
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
David- what i'm saying is... in singing a prenup... im agreeing that this may not be forever...
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Angela Victoria Walton
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
And, while I agree with you, in signing a prenup, I'm ensuring that in the event something DOES happen down the line, I'm not paying anybody's alimony. LOL!
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
It's ok, she'll get ya on child support
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Angela Victoria Walton
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
Or he, depending on who gets the kid
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
o blessed child support.
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
Best part is when the girl suckers the guy into paying child support for 18 years and not even telling him that the kid isn't his
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Also, Angela, there are certain things that just cannot be worked out, in my opinion. So, yes... when you get married, in theory, it's supposed to be forever and death till you part, but there are definitely certain things that can be deal breakers (at least for me).
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
OR when they're on Maury povich and the guy finds out it actually is his
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
Dealbrealers... Like if your spouse decides to cross dress and eventually want a sex change somewhere down the line?
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
@BobbieKay as a child of a severed family... i guess i just want it to WORK!! lol

@David lmao...yeah and even the girl looks surprised that she pinned it on the right guy.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
that is a deal breaker..
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
Dealbreaker... the guy tries to kill me or my children
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Cheating is a deal breaker for me, too. As is any sort of abuse (be it verbal, emotional, or physical).
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
doesnt cheating make a prenup null and void or something like that?
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Not always. It depends on what you put in the terms of the prenup, whether or not the court finds that you've forgiven the person, etc. There is some legal analysis involved.
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Jennifer Ries
Jennifer Ries
Con. It shows that people are already placing more value in their possessions than in their relationship. Marrriage is about sharing life, love, and good times. If people are already concerned with what they may have to share or what they may lose, then they need to stop and reevaluate if they are really ready to commit or if they are with the ... Read Moreright person. If they are worried about how their future husband/wife could screw them if they eventually got a divorce, then they obviously don't trust their partner. Which begs the question... Why are you marrying someone you don't trust? Don't get married until you're willing to lose everything for that person you love. Then, a prenuptial won't even be an issue. If it still ends in divorce, then at least you didn't condemn it. I think there would be less divorce if people would really stop to think before they got married. Also, there wouldn't be as many divorces if people weren't so damn selfish. We have the freedom to be as selfish as we want when we are single. If you're ready to get married then you're ready to grow up and commit... For better or for worse.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
BOMB JENNIFER! bomb
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Jennifer Ries
Jennifer Ries
Wow... That was one hell of a rant.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
A prenup doesn't necessarily mean that you're condemning the marriage from the start. Just like purchasing a life insurance policy doesn't mean you're condemning yourself to an early death. Or getting car insurance doesn't mean you're condemning yourself to getting in an accident. That's basically what a prenup is: an insurance policy.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
Bobbie. its different than unavoidable things like death or an accident... Marriage Failures are 100 percent preventable if the right steps are taken.
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
So you're saying you can prevent the cross-dressing sex change dilemma from occurring?
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
No kind of failure is 100% avoidable because people are not perfect - only God is. And you can only control what you do - and to a certain extent, what your kids do. You can't possibly always foresee and control the actions of your spouse who is a fully functional adult.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
if u get to kno someone well enough to marry them...and use logic not lust... u know if ur marrying a wierdo or a murderer or a player or anything that could break the deal...
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
@ bobbie. then work it out... u said those vows... now WORK IT OUT
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
or just utilize the key word: Compromise.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
How many times have we seen specials on the news where someone up and kills another and the neighbors/family/friends/whoever are saying, "He/she was so nice! Such a good person! I never would've thought they'd do anything like this!"

I'm not saying that you, or anyone in this thread, would marry a murderer. All I'm saying is that shit happens. No one is completely infallible or predictable. A prenup serves as an insurance policy that you hopefully never have to cash in on.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Sometimes people do things you don't expect them to.
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Angela Victoria Walton
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David Christopher Huey
David Christopher Huey
I wish a prenup could protect me from a marrying a murderer.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
in the situation of a murder... a prenup is probably gonna be void... so... there is no point in it... once again....lol

LMAO @ david.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
Hopefully, we will all marry someone where a prenup won't be an issue.
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
yeah. well im not getting married... haha.
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Bobbie Ross
Bobbie Ross
LOL I just used the murderer analogy as an example of people not knowing what a person they thought they knew was capable of... (wow, that was a convoluted sentence).
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Angela Victoria Walton
Angela Victoria Walton
lmao. i love convoluted sentences.
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I want to start a Band....

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=591237498456&ref=mf

I've decided to work on my singing. I've always wanted to be a singer. I honestly dont think im bad at it, i just need some work.

Ideally, i'd like to start a band... drummer, guitarist, basist and moi.

its the perfect way to combine my love for music, writing and being on stage...

who wants to be in my band???

Friday, June 26, 2009

i can not write anymore

so... my old myspace blog was updated so frequently- i was starting to look like i had nothing better to do.
i started this blog(for some reason)... and the poor thing is so barren. i tend to forget i even have it...

i guess i can blame it on senior year and my freaking humanities thesis, (which i did SO well on)

that thesis took up every ounce of energy, passion, love, blood, sweat and tears i could muster up....

the saturday before my thesis was due- i seriously thought i was going to die. seriously. i had like a mini-panic attack/freakout/nervous break-down as i was heading to pull and all-nighter in the library. btw- by 2am- i had it and ended up going home. (so much for an all nighter)

but i digress....

this blog is about my wanting to find some inspiration but not knowing where to look....

my old blog was about all the insanity that went on in my first few years of college... and i must admit...it was pretty emo...

in this stage in my life im pretty happy....

yeah i have no job
...no money
my once long list of friends is dwindling down to a mere few
and im in love with a man who i'm sure thinks as much of me as he thinks of a random strand on hair on his perfectly wonderful head... yea- i'm nuts.

but none of that seems to matter to my happiness as much as it would have 3 years ago.


and so, i've decided that i need to create a blog with a purpose... a goal.... a THEME!!!

idk what------ yet.

but ive got my thinking cap on.

:)

Monday, April 20, 2009

till some one gets hurt

thinking of you is
jeopardizing my sanity
...
friday nights
minimizing my self-worth...
i can't help but imagine
having cake...
and eating it too. (cliche)
i've got money. time. my health....
everything!
but you.
indecisive over
whether or not
i even care...
no reply. no reply.
text. text. text.
but no reply.
text. text. text.
you reply with-
One Truth - and Two Lies.
reasons...
no
excuses...
oh, i know!!!!
you're done with me.
understandably so....
singing....
Never have I ever-
(you disgust me...)
Never have I ever-
(I disgust myself...)
one. two. three. four.
And one finger more.
two nights on her back
with one foot out the door.
its all fun an games but...
never have i ever felt so low.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Coat Check

left my heartbreak at the door....
& got no ticket to pick it back up.
i
am
not
going through THIS again.
my friend.
my EX.
SAY NO TO "break-up sex"....
sir, YOU are my Anti-Love.
nothing remains.
yet....
i am
feeling.
like.
a million bucks.
great to rid myself of ur stupid face!
(i'm a child.)
Is that REALLY what you call a getaway?
?
???
well, we all have sizable scars.
(so they say)

Friday, March 13, 2009

for those of us who stay up all night.

and find ourselves lacking energy halfway through the day...

here is the secret.


drink a cup or two of coffee or a dopio espresso...

then, immediately afterward, take a 15-25 minute nap (no more, otherwise you'll enter REM sleep and once you wake up, you'll feel worse than you did before) So set that alarm!!!

the thing is, the caffeine takes about 30 minutes to kick in sooo....
once you wake up, you be ready to go for twice the amount than if you had just done one or the other.

(if you wait too long after drinking the coffee to take your nap, you won't be able to actually take a nap)

im telling you, it works. i swear by it.

hooray for manipulating your body and mind!!!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Taraji P. Henson

Ummm. can we say flawless!!?? look at her. the hair?? the makeup?? the accessories?? and lets not forget the DRESS!!! she looked stunning in this Cavalli dress... take a look.


Beautiful right? but come on, she always looks great. take a look at the critics choice awards... take a look...


i love how she is real and doesn't try and perpetrate by wearing ridiculous weaves and stuff... not saying i don't do that... but i like how SHE doesn't. here she is looking flawless in black....




she looks so great. and get this... she is pushing 40! with a 14 year old son. i know he is proud of his momma... she's a long way from yelling "Jodie! Jodie!" lol. (still love baby boy)

i thought she should of won. BUT I'm not mad that Penelope Cruz won cause she did an amazing AMAZING job in Volver and she deserves some recognition for that.

on a side note...

why didn't the little girl from Pan's Labyrinth win anything a that year?




She did such a great job and she is a brilliant little actress.

anywho. that's all i got for ya today. :)





Saturday, February 21, 2009

degrassi fans... must see

i just saw two of the saddest degrassi videos ever.
the first one is a behind the scenes kinda thing.
and the second one is a degrassi mini.

gut wrenching.



Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Meanings Behind Flowers



with valentine's day just a couple weeks away, i thought i'd get as into the spirit as i plan on getting. so, when ur boo, mom, man, friend, WHATEVER gets you flowers, this is what the underlying meaning behind them is. Last year I got my bestie Orchids. And I got my Valentine, Irene, Daisys.

A

Acacia - Obscured Love
Aster - Symbol Of Love, Variety, Grace
Ambrosia - Reciprocation Of Love
Apple Blossom - Promise
Azalea - Abundance
Azalea - First Love

B

Buttercup - Cheerfulness
Bells Of Ireland - Good Luck
Basil - Love, Best Wishes
Bird Of Paradise - Magnificence
Bluebell - Humility
Burnet - A Joyful Heart

C

Cactus - Warmth
Carnation, Striped - Refusal
Calla Lily - Splendid Beauty
Carnation, Red - Admiration
Coriander - Lust
Clover - Good Luck

D

Dogwood - Durability
Dahlia - Good Taste
Daisy - Innocence
Daffodil - Respect
Dandelion - Wishes Come True

E

Eucalyptus - Protection
Euphorbia - Persistence
Eremurus - Endurance
Elm - Dignity
Edelweiss - Daring

F

Fern - Sincerity
Forget-Me-Not - Remembrance
Forsythia - Anticipation
Flytrap - Deceit
Fir - Time
Freesia - Innocence

G

Ginger - Strength
Gloxina - Love At First Sight
Grass - Surrender
Gardenia - You're Lovely
Gillyflower - Bonds Of Affection

H

Hibiscus - Delicate Beauty
Hyacinth, Blue - Constancy
Hydrangea - Thank You For Understanding
Honeysuckle, Yellow - Bonds Of Love
Hyacinth, Purple - I Am Sorry
I

Iris - Wisdom
Ivy - Love
Iris, Blue - Faith
Ixia - Happiness

J

Jonquil - Sympathy
Jasmine, Spanish - Sensuality
Jasmine, Yellow - Grace
Jasmine, White - Amiability
Judas Tree - Unbelief

L

Lemon - Zest
Lily, Orange - Hatred
Lavender - Devotion
Lily - Majesty
Larkspur, Purple - First Love
Larkspur, Pink - Fickleness

M

Mimosa - Sensitivity
Moss - Maternal Love
Myrtle - Love
Mint - Virtue
Marigold, Pot - Grief
Magnolia - Dignity
N

Narcissus - Egotism
Nasturtium - Conquest
Nightshade - Truth

O

Oleander - Caution;
Orange - Generosity
Orchid - Love
Orange Blossom - Brings Wisdom
Olive Branch - Peace

P

Poppy - Eternal Sleep
Peppermint - Cordiality
Poppy, White - Consolation
Primrose, Evening - Happy Love
Periwinkle - Friendship
Petunia - Resentment

R

Rose, Pink - Perfect Happiness
Rose, Burgundy - Beauty Within
Rose, Peach - Desire,
Rose, Dark Pink - Thankfulness
Rose, Moss - Confessions Of Love
Rose, Hibiscus - Delicate Beauty

S

Salal - Zest
Smilax - Loveliness
Scabious - Unfortunate Love
Spearmint - Warm Sentiment
Sunflower - Adoration
Spider Flower - Elope With Me

T

Tulip - Perfect Lover
Tulip, Yellow - Hopeless Love
Thyme - Activity
Tulip, Variegated - Beautiful Eyes
Tuberose - Dangerous Pleasure

V

Violet - Modesty
Violet, Blue - Watchfulness
Violet, White - Let's Take A Chance
Violet, Yellow - Love Of Country
Viscaria - Will You Dance With Me?
W

Woodruff - Sweet Humility
Weeping Willow - Mourning
Wheat - Friendliness
Water Lily - Purity Of Heart

Y

Yarrow - Healing

Z
Zinnia, White - Goodness
Zinnia, Yellow - Daily Remembrance
Zinnia, Scarlet - Constancy

Monday, February 2, 2009

jon and kate plus 8


i was watching Jon and Kate Plus 8. and on this episode they took a trip to beautiful coastal North Carolina to their beach house. and along the way they stopped to look at these amazing properties that they were considering buying. and it got me thinking... they would not have all these opportunities as a family of 10 if they werent on tv.... SO BASICALLY!! they sold their family to hollywood in order to live comfortably- actually, a bit above comfortable.

thats all i had to say. i love the show. but.... they sold their babies for CASH!!