So, I'm writing a Novel. I'm also going to be blogging along the way. So, today is day 1 of my writing.
First, I wanna talk a little about what it's like to be an artist and feel like u have no outlet.
I've been a writer and a musician for as long as I can remember. I've written tons of song that haven't ever been fully produced and a million pieces of literature that has all but disappeared. However, Lately, Ive been feeling really anxious and nervous and I couldnt figure out why. Then I sat down at my piano and wrote the bridge for a song I've been stuck on for months now and IMMEDIATELY i felt better. I decided that I need to release some of this creativity inside of me because the anxiety it was causing me was affecting me in all aspects of my life. I couldn't even concentrate cause my mind would just be racing all over the place with thoughts and ideas and RANDOMNESS!!!
So, tonight I was reading something that Stephanie Meyer wrote about her process of creating the Twilight Series (which I love.) She said that when she was writing, she created her chracters. People she dreamed up and then LOVED and asked them WHAT HAPPENED in order to create her masterpieces. So, I'm doing just that. I've created a character and her setting. I've created things that happened to her in her life and a mindset for her. I created relationships for her and a starting point in her life.... And I asked her.... What Happened To you?
I'm not going to give it away at all. But I hope to carry you along with me in the process and deliver you the end result. So... LETS GO!!!
Friday, February 12, 2010
A Novel Idea: Part One
Sunday, November 8, 2009
get it together
ooo i wanna vent so badly, but i dont even know if the person i'm venting about reads my blogs! grr.
bottom line.
people need to stop drinking so much and get their lives together.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
you're still here
Build me up
and leave me in a
castle made of stars.
fill my cup
with promises of stone
and golden smiles.
i know sinking stones
will crumble over time.
that's my worst fear;
you're still here.
when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.
i float faithfully.
i fall willingly.
no turning back.
no time to pause.
i'm looking through
past the rise and the fall.
that's my worst fear (the fall);
but you're still here.
when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.
when i'm all a mess;
you're still here
Convo on facebook
Angela Victoria Walton Prenuptual agreements?? Pro or con... Con... Isnt it just like banking on things not to work out??
54 minutes ago via Mobile Texts · · Like / UnlikeWednesday, October 7, 2009
I want to start a Band....
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=591237498456&ref=mf
I've decided to work on my singing. I've always wanted to be a singer. I honestly dont think im bad at it, i just need some work.
Ideally, i'd like to start a band... drummer, guitarist, basist and moi.
its the perfect way to combine my love for music, writing and being on stage...
who wants to be in my band???
Friday, June 26, 2009
i can not write anymore
so... my old myspace blog was updated so frequently- i was starting to look like i had nothing better to do.
i started this blog(for some reason)... and the poor thing is so barren. i tend to forget i even have it...
i guess i can blame it on senior year and my freaking humanities thesis, (which i did SO well on)
that thesis took up every ounce of energy, passion, love, blood, sweat and tears i could muster up....
the saturday before my thesis was due- i seriously thought i was going to die. seriously. i had like a mini-panic attack/freakout/nervous break-down as i was heading to pull and all-nighter in the library. btw- by 2am- i had it and ended up going home. (so much for an all nighter)
but i digress....
this blog is about my wanting to find some inspiration but not knowing where to look....
my old blog was about all the insanity that went on in my first few years of college... and i must admit...it was pretty emo...
in this stage in my life im pretty happy....
yeah i have no job
...no money
my once long list of friends is dwindling down to a mere few
and im in love with a man who i'm sure thinks as much of me as he thinks of a random strand on hair on his perfectly wonderful head... yea- i'm nuts.
but none of that seems to matter to my happiness as much as it would have 3 years ago.
and so, i've decided that i need to create a blog with a purpose... a goal.... a THEME!!!
idk what------ yet.
but ive got my thinking cap on.
:)
Monday, April 20, 2009
till some one gets hurt
thinking of you is
jeopardizing my sanity
...
friday nights
minimizing my self-worth...
i can't help but imagine
having cake...
and eating it too. (cliche)
i've got money. time. my health....
everything!
but you.
indecisive over
whether or not
i even care...
no reply. no reply.
text. text. text.
but no reply.
text. text. text.
you reply with-
One Truth - and Two Lies.
reasons...
no
excuses...
oh, i know!!!!
you're done with me.
understandably so....
singing....
Never have I ever-
(you disgust me...)
Never have I ever-
(I disgust myself...)
one. two. three. four.
And one finger more.
two nights on her back
with one foot out the door.
its all fun an games but...
never have i ever felt so low.
@David lmao...yeah and even the girl looks surprised that she pinned it on the right guy.
I'm not saying that you, or anyone in this thread, would marry a murderer. All I'm saying is that shit happens. No one is completely infallible or predictable. A prenup serves as an insurance policy that you hopefully never have to cash in on.
LMAO @ david.