till some one gets hurt

thinking of you is
jeopardizing my sanity
...
friday nights
minimizing my self-worth...
i can't help but imagine
having cake...
and eating it too. (cliche)
i've got money. time. my health....
everything!
but you.
indecisive over
whether or not
i even care...
no reply. no reply.
text. text. text.
but no reply.
text. text. text.
you reply with-
One Truth - and Two Lies.
reasons...
no
excuses...
oh, i know!!!!
you're done with me.
understandably so....
singing....
Never have I ever-
(you disgust me...)
Never have I ever-
(I disgust myself...)
one. two. three. four.
And one finger more.
two nights on her back
with one foot out the door.
its all fun an games but...
never have i ever felt so low.