ooo i wanna vent so badly, but i dont even know if the person i'm venting about reads my blogs! grr.
bottom line.
people need to stop drinking so much and get their lives together.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
get it together
Thursday, October 29, 2009
you're still here
Build me up
and leave me in a
castle made of stars.
fill my cup
with promises of stone
and golden smiles.
i know sinking stones
will crumble over time.
that's my worst fear;
you're still here.
when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.
i float faithfully.
i fall willingly.
no turning back.
no time to pause.
i'm looking through
past the rise and the fall.
that's my worst fear (the fall);
but you're still here.
when i'm breaking down;
you're still here.
when i'm all a mess;
you're still here
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Angela Victoria Walton Prenuptual agreements?? Pro or con... Con... Isnt it just like banking on things not to work out??
54 minutes ago via Mobile Texts · · Like / UnlikeWednesday, October 7, 2009
I want to start a Band....
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=591237498456&ref=mf
I've decided to work on my singing. I've always wanted to be a singer. I honestly dont think im bad at it, i just need some work.
Ideally, i'd like to start a band... drummer, guitarist, basist and moi.
its the perfect way to combine my love for music, writing and being on stage...
who wants to be in my band???
Friday, June 26, 2009
i can not write anymore
so... my old myspace blog was updated so frequently- i was starting to look like i had nothing better to do.
i started this blog(for some reason)... and the poor thing is so barren. i tend to forget i even have it...
i guess i can blame it on senior year and my freaking humanities thesis, (which i did SO well on)
that thesis took up every ounce of energy, passion, love, blood, sweat and tears i could muster up....
the saturday before my thesis was due- i seriously thought i was going to die. seriously. i had like a mini-panic attack/freakout/nervous break-down as i was heading to pull and all-nighter in the library. btw- by 2am- i had it and ended up going home. (so much for an all nighter)
but i digress....
this blog is about my wanting to find some inspiration but not knowing where to look....
my old blog was about all the insanity that went on in my first few years of college... and i must admit...it was pretty emo...
in this stage in my life im pretty happy....
yeah i have no job
...no money
my once long list of friends is dwindling down to a mere few
and im in love with a man who i'm sure thinks as much of me as he thinks of a random strand on hair on his perfectly wonderful head... yea- i'm nuts.
but none of that seems to matter to my happiness as much as it would have 3 years ago.
and so, i've decided that i need to create a blog with a purpose... a goal.... a THEME!!!
idk what------ yet.
but ive got my thinking cap on.
:)
Monday, April 20, 2009
till some one gets hurt
thinking of you is
jeopardizing my sanity
...
friday nights
minimizing my self-worth...
i can't help but imagine
having cake...
and eating it too. (cliche)
i've got money. time. my health....
everything!
but you.
indecisive over
whether or not
i even care...
no reply. no reply.
text. text. text.
but no reply.
text. text. text.
you reply with-
One Truth - and Two Lies.
reasons...
no
excuses...
oh, i know!!!!
you're done with me.
understandably so....
singing....
Never have I ever-
(you disgust me...)
Never have I ever-
(I disgust myself...)
one. two. three. four.
And one finger more.
two nights on her back
with one foot out the door.
its all fun an games but...
never have i ever felt so low.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Coat Check
left my heartbreak at the door....
& got no ticket to pick it back up.
i
am
not
going through THIS again.
my friend.
my EX.
SAY NO TO "break-up sex"....
sir, YOU are my Anti-Love.
nothing remains.
yet....
i am
feeling.
like.
a million bucks.
great to rid myself of ur stupid face!
(i'm a child.)
Is that REALLY what you call a getaway?
?
???
well, we all have sizable scars.
(so they say)
Friday, March 13, 2009
for those of us who stay up all night.
and find ourselves lacking energy halfway through the day...
here is the secret.
drink a cup or two of coffee or a dopio espresso...
then, immediately afterward, take a 15-25 minute nap (no more, otherwise you'll enter REM sleep and once you wake up, you'll feel worse than you did before) So set that alarm!!!
the thing is, the caffeine takes about 30 minutes to kick in sooo....
once you wake up, you be ready to go for twice the amount than if you had just done one or the other.
(if you wait too long after drinking the coffee to take your nap, you won't be able to actually take a nap)
im telling you, it works. i swear by it.
hooray for manipulating your body and mind!!!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Taraji P. Henson
Ummm. can we say flawless!!?? look at her. the hair?? the makeup?? the accessories?? and lets not forget the DRESS!!! she looked stunning in this Cavalli dress... take a look.
Beautiful right? but come on, she always looks great. take a look at the critics choice awards... take a look...
i love how she is real and doesn't try and perpetrate by wearing ridiculous weaves and stuff... not saying i don't do that... but i like how SHE doesn't. here she is looking flawless in black....
she looks so great. and get this... she is pushing 40! with a 14 year old son. i know he is proud of his momma... she's a long way from yelling "Jodie! Jodie!" lol. (still love baby boy)
i thought she should of won. BUT I'm not mad that Penelope Cruz won cause she did an amazing AMAZING job in Volver and she deserves some recognition for that.
on a side note...
why didn't the little girl from Pan's Labyrinth win anything a that year?
She did such a great job and she is a brilliant little actress.
anywho. that's all i got for ya today. :)
i thought she should of won. BUT I'm not mad that Penelope Cruz won cause she did an amazing AMAZING job in Volver and she deserves some recognition for that.
on a side note...
why didn't the little girl from Pan's Labyrinth win anything a that year?
She did such a great job and she is a brilliant little actress.
anywho. that's all i got for ya today. :)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
degrassi fans... must see
i just saw two of the saddest degrassi videos ever.
the first one is a behind the scenes kinda thing.
and the second one is a degrassi mini.
gut wrenching.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Meanings Behind Flowers
with valentine's day just a couple weeks away, i thought i'd get as into the spirit as i plan on getting. so, when ur boo, mom, man, friend, WHATEVER gets you flowers, this is what the underlying meaning behind them is. Last year I got my bestie Orchids. And I got my Valentine, Irene, Daisys.
A
Acacia - Obscured Love
Aster - Symbol Of Love, Variety, Grace
Ambrosia - Reciprocation Of Love
Apple Blossom - Promise
Azalea - Abundance
Azalea - First Love
B
Buttercup - Cheerfulness
Bells Of Ireland - Good Luck
Basil - Love, Best Wishes
Bird Of Paradise - Magnificence
Bluebell - Humility
Burnet - A Joyful Heart
C
Cactus - Warmth
Carnation, Striped - Refusal
Calla Lily - Splendid Beauty
Carnation, Red - Admiration
Coriander - Lust
Clover - Good Luck
D
Dogwood - Durability
Dahlia - Good Taste
Daisy - Innocence
Daffodil - Respect
Dandelion - Wishes Come True
E
Eucalyptus - Protection
Euphorbia - Persistence
Eremurus - Endurance
Elm - Dignity
Edelweiss - Daring
F
Fern - Sincerity
Forget-Me-Not - Remembrance
Forsythia - Anticipation
Flytrap - Deceit
Fir - Time
Freesia - Innocence
G
Ginger - Strength
Gloxina - Love At First Sight
Grass - Surrender
Gardenia - You're Lovely
Gillyflower - Bonds Of Affection
H
Hibiscus - Delicate Beauty
Hyacinth, Blue - Constancy
Hydrangea - Thank You For Understanding
Honeysuckle, Yellow - Bonds Of Love
Hyacinth, Purple - I Am Sorry
I
Iris - Wisdom
Ivy - Love
Iris, Blue - Faith
Ixia - Happiness
J
Jonquil - Sympathy
Jasmine, Spanish - Sensuality
Jasmine, Yellow - Grace
Jasmine, White - Amiability
Judas Tree - Unbelief
L
Lemon - Zest
Lily, Orange - Hatred
Lavender - Devotion
Lily - Majesty
Larkspur, Purple - First Love
Larkspur, Pink - Fickleness
M
Mimosa - Sensitivity
Moss - Maternal Love
Myrtle - Love
Mint - Virtue
Marigold, Pot - Grief
Magnolia - Dignity
N
Narcissus - Egotism
Nasturtium - Conquest
Nightshade - Truth
O
Oleander - Caution;
Orange - Generosity
Orchid - Love
Orange Blossom - Brings Wisdom
Olive Branch - Peace
P
Poppy - Eternal Sleep
Peppermint - Cordiality
Poppy, White - Consolation
Primrose, Evening - Happy Love
Periwinkle - Friendship
Petunia - Resentment
R
Rose, Pink - Perfect Happiness
Rose, Burgundy - Beauty Within
Rose, Peach - Desire,
Rose, Dark Pink - Thankfulness
Rose, Moss - Confessions Of Love
Rose, Hibiscus - Delicate Beauty
S
Salal - Zest
Smilax - Loveliness
Scabious - Unfortunate Love
Spearmint - Warm Sentiment
Sunflower - Adoration
Spider Flower - Elope With Me
T
Tulip - Perfect Lover
Tulip, Yellow - Hopeless Love
Thyme - Activity
Tulip, Variegated - Beautiful Eyes
Tuberose - Dangerous Pleasure
V
Violet - Modesty
Violet, Blue - Watchfulness
Violet, White - Let's Take A Chance
Violet, Yellow - Love Of Country
Viscaria - Will You Dance With Me?
W
Woodruff - Sweet Humility
Weeping Willow - Mourning
Wheat - Friendliness
Water Lily - Purity Of Heart
Y
Yarrow - Healing
Z
Zinnia, White - Goodness
Zinnia, Yellow - Daily Remembrance
Zinnia, Scarlet - Constancy
Monday, February 2, 2009
jon and kate plus 8
i was watching Jon and Kate Plus 8. and on this episode they took a trip to beautiful coastal North Carolina to their beach house. and along the way they stopped to look at these amazing properties that they were considering buying. and it got me thinking... they would not have all these opportunities as a family of 10 if they werent on tv.... SO BASICALLY!! they sold their family to hollywood in order to live comfortably- actually, a bit above comfortable.
thats all i had to say. i love the show. but.... they sold their babies for CASH!!
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@David lmao...yeah and even the girl looks surprised that she pinned it on the right guy.
I'm not saying that you, or anyone in this thread, would marry a murderer. All I'm saying is that shit happens. No one is completely infallible or predictable. A prenup serves as an insurance policy that you hopefully never have to cash in on.
LMAO @ david.